Learning from Michelle Duggar
Miscarriages cause a silent grief. A nameless grief.
A grief for one who had no connections in life. No schoolmates, no friends, no co-workers … all of which translates to no funeral. A grief that can’t be shared.
A grief to be borne solely by the ones who conceived. A grief that is carried by the one who may now feel guilt upon silent grief because she miscarried.
This is a grief that is often carried alone. A grief that is too often complicated by guilt. A grief that is private and difficult to share. A grief for a nameless soul.
I’ve seen all too many women (and some men) try to be strong after a miscarriage only to find the grief manifest itself over the next couple months and even years. This is a very real grief and it’s not to be brushed aside.
It’s often traumatic.
Often bloody. Painful.
Often lonely. Powerless.
I remember a bible professor express the need for prayer to my class because his wife had just miscarried. Despite the fact he was asking for prayer, his request was quite smug and short, as if it wasn’t a big deal. Being that my class was a Degree Completion Course, there was a number of older women who quickly asked, “How’s your wife doing?”
He responded, “Oh, she’s fine. It’s not a big deal.”
To that another lady quickly rebutted, “It might not be a big deal to you, but it is to her. And if you have that attitude, it will be a bigger deal in months to come.”
Sure enough, she was right as months later the Prof. shared with the class that his wife was suffering from depression and needed our serious prayers as she entered counseling.
The grief from miscarriages is very real and it doesn’t matter what trimester the miscarriage takes place.
“Women themselves will say, ‘How can a loss at 20-plus weeks be the same as a loss at six weeks?'” said Emma Robertson Blackmore, an assistant professor of psychiatry at the University of Rochester Medical Center who has studied moods during pregnancy, post-partum depression and the effects of miscarrying. “But research says the level of symptoms and impairment is the same.”
Neither does it matter HOW MANY children you have.
Michelle Duggar and her husband Jim Bob have 19 children. 19 children. All their own. As in 1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1 children. The average American family has 2.3 children. The Duggars have 8.2 times the children that the average American family produces. These guys put the Amish to shame.
They also have their own reality TV show on TLC called “19 Kids and Counting.”
And they recently conceived their 20th child some six months ago, only to have it die in utero last week.
And although their family planning — or lack thereof — has incited some controversy, the Duggars did two things VERY RIGHT following the death of their child.
1.) They named their child Jubilee Shalom.
2.) They planned a funeral for Jubilee.
I have to admit that the first time I worked a funeral for a couple that miscarried, I thought it wasn’t worth my time. But that all changed when I saw the utterly disheartened grief in the face of the mother and expecting father. They were devastated.
We performed most of the services for free, and I imagine most funeral homes do the same, but honestly, especially for miscarriages, there is no need for a funeral director, but there is a need for a gathering with your closest friends and family … those who love and support you … to express their love for you. It’s one of those seemingly selfish things that’s entirely unselfish. Because it’s a time for others to recognize the loss, grieve with you and have an opportunity to pour out their love for you.
Name the child.
Don’t let the child be nameless. For both the child’s sake and for your own sake. Name the child so that you can have a more defined grief process.
And even if the the child was miscarried years ago and you suffered in silent grief … it’s never too late.
Even if it’s just you and your spouse, or you and a close friend. Have a small service where you read scripture and remember.
Grief shared is grief diminished. It’s time to share.
And it’s time we take miscarriages / stillbirths very seriously.
UPDATE: I want to thank all of you for sharing this post with your friends and family. Over the past couple days I’ve been overwhelmed by both the exposure of this post and the responses I’ve received. As a result, I was inspired to write a follow-up “Thank You” post entitled, “Learning from You about Miscarriages“.
Thank you so much for reading and sharing — not only this post with your friends — but your stories of grief and strength!